Ugh see i'm so tired I'm actually gonna do this.. aren't I smart. Okay I've been depressed because of a lot of crap happening. My dad and being in Maine with bad memories but mostly is just. Ugh. Well I'm in love with you for some odd reason I can't explain and it's driving me fucking crazy. But I couldn't stop if I wanted to and there are days I have wanted To. It's been stressful and annoying and even painful.. but i just can't stop. I can't go a day without thinking of you and even then It just hurts because I miss you like crazy. I dont know it... i.. I have just no idea what to say and I hope you forget about this Tomorrow because if not.. oops? Yep... I hate myself for this..ugh
P.S. I dontttt good job tired sad Akyika.
I really, really, miss you, I know we didn't really hang out before but at least we had the option to but now we can't and it sucks a lot. I'd do anything to just hang out with you for a day. No I'm not obsessed okay? I just love you. I said I'd never stop and I couldn't even if I wanted too. And there's been times I wanted to. It's been stressful, and annoying, and painful at times. but I couldn't stop anymore than I could stop breathing. If we hadn't met, if I wasn't like hey, she's cute let me talk to her that day. I don't know where I'd be. For some reason, I don't know how, you are one of the best things to happen to me. Even when we fight or you keep sending those annoying thumbs I still enjoy talking to you. Because when I let a day go by without talking to you that day just sucks so much. So yea I just, I don't know, felt like that needed to be said. I'm really glad you're in my life and hope you don't leave it any time soon.